February 2009
79 posts
Spent a while cruising b3ta and YouTube. Used the restroom again. Went to bed on the futon since Zach was asleep on the bed.
I went back to my room and laid down for a nap. Dreamed about Livejournal. Not that I was using Livejournal or reading Livejournal, but that I was Livejournal.
Woke up to Zach calling. It was 9:30 PM - I had been asleep for 4.5 hours. My stomach still hurt and I was afraid to get up lest I vomit, but I went down to let him in the building.
I laid in the bed with Zach while he comforted me. He...
Walked to my room from the library. I tried listening to music on mt iPod but it had the hiccups and wouldn’t play any songs.
Got back to my room and I am going to lay down for a nap.
Decided to go to my room and lay down, because I still don’t feel well. Gathered my things and left the library.
Finished importing the CDs and was dissatisfied with all except one of them.
Published a quote to Pings from GenderQueer: Voices from Beyond the Sexual Binary
Started reading more out of GenderQueer: Voices from Beyond the Sexual Binary.
Went to the bathroom and still feel sick. Got a few CDs from the library’s collection and am beginning to import them onto my computer.
My stomach hurts and I feel like collapsing on the floor.
Have been ruminating and taking notes for a new poem I feel coming on. I need to pee but I’m afraid to go into the bathroom.
Talked to Katy and Laura about accents and about the creeper in the bathroom. Adena brought over something for me to sign for UA. Talked to Katy about how she plans to study in London next semester.
Posted a couple of quotes to Pings, one of my other tumblelogs.
I apologize (to whom? my future self?) for not updating in so long (twenty hours - phew!), as I have either been busy or had no Internet access. I never did get the issue with SMS updates worked out, so all my posts have been made from the computer, which is a bit clunky.
Last night I went to dinner and ate alone. Then I went to the play and picked up my ticket (Zach had reserved one for me). I...
Talked to my mom on the phone about various things, including Spring Break.
Finally finished filling in my VCU application.
Filled out the Application for In-State Tuition. Called my mom again and told her I was going to mail it to her so she could sign it.
Filled out the transcript request. Put the Application for In-State Tuition in an envelope and addressed it.
Went to the post office and...
Watched a very nice video on someone’s tumblelog about a lonely man who starts a relationship with a woman in an adjoining office building through writing messages to each other.
Left the library and went to D-hall. I ate a fried chicken breast and some French fries alone, and had two cookies for dessert.
Went to Grainger and took the elevator to the top floor to go to German class. There was a class still in the room so I sat out in the hallway and did my German homework.
In the hallway I kept seeing a guy I think I met at the drag show last semester. He was cute. And...
Found an HTML Gear guestbook that had Sjödén posts as recent as 2008. I thought he had disappeared.
Decided to go to lunch early so I would have time to get my German homework done before class.
Spent a little while trying to hunt down Adam Sjödén’s posts around the Web because I am interested in compiling his writing before the ancient websites that house them crash and burn.
I left class at around 10:46 and went to the Student Union to go to the cholesterol screening.
Got there and filled out the form while I waited in line.
Paid, got blood drawn, and left.
Went to the library and was about to buy some coffee, but decided I can’t afford it.
Sat down in the library to publish the last few entries.
Was turned on by the hot guy sitting next to me who always get random hard-ons during class that show through his jeans. He always has to adjust, and I love watching him do that out of the corner of my eye.
Started thinking about Kenny F., Mike M.’s partner, who I was also in a relationship with when I was dating Mike M. This is because Dr. Munson stared comparing to the war in Iraq, which Kenny fought in.
Zach and I left my place. We said hi to Katy as she was passing. Stephanie was in the smoke hut as we were getting in the car, and she came over and climbed up on top of the car and talked to us.
Then we left and were in good spirits from Stephanie’s goofiness. Zach brought up, out of the blue, how he wants to have a threesome sometime. I was pleasantly surprised. We talked about who we would...
Peed.
I let Zach in and he told me how the play went. Now he is on the phone bitching to some girl about how poorly run the production meetings are.
Zach called and I am going down to let him in.
Posted a Frank Zappa quote to my other tumblelog.
Came across a post by a 16-year-old boy who just came out to his parents. I love coming-out stories. Cheers to him.
Am currently cruising through tumblelogs since I don’t yet know anyone here.
Have spent the last few hours in a complete internet surfing daze, and I feel bad because I wanted to read before going to bed. I also feel bad that I can’t remember what the hell I did to write it down.
Told Adena, the president of the UA, to put my name down for an organization T-shirt even though I can’t afford to pay it right now.
Left the UA room and got my mail.
Went back to my room in Wheeler and called Mike M., my ex-boyfriend and older lover, along the way. We talked about what we would do if we won the lottery, about a job he applied for, and about what I will be doing this...
I took minutes until the meeting ended. It was a short meeting and generally very uninformative.
Went to the UA room in the basement of the Student Union and read Genderqueer: Voices from Beyond the Sexual Binary while I waited for the meeting to start. Then I stopped reading and set up my things to take minutes.
Gathered my things and went to the Student Union for the Unity Alliance meeting.
Finished reading the news and there was nothing interesting.
Went to pee and ended up having an epic shit, which I normally wouldn’t tell about, but it felt very good.
Started reading the news but got distracted and read on the net some more detailed arguments against marriage as an insitution.
Zach and I walked to where his car is usually parked. Then he remembered that he parked on the other side of campus today. We walked over to his car. We held hands as we still tried to decide on a place to eat.
We finally decided on Taco Bell/Long John Silver’s. I ordered three hard tacos with no lettuce and Zach got some fish with fries.
There was an unsettling man behind us in line. He...
Zach is walking toward me. He looks cute.
Zach called to tell that he got out of class. I am in the library waiting for him to get here.
Read the news.
Began to continue to read Homosexuality: Opposing Viewpoints.
Read about Web 2.0 on Wikipedia.
Decided on a template for the second Tumblelog, and finally finished designing the color scheme.
I created a new Tumblelog and have spent a little while looking for a theme for it.
I checked my email and saw that my boss had finally sent schedules for next month. It looks dismal because I’ve been put down for birthday parties on the 7th. I hate birthday parties.
Also, I only work two full shifts out of seven, despite the fact that the other workers get tons more hours than me because they can work every day as opposed to once every few months.
I have been reading Homosexuality: Opposing Arguments.
Something was wrong with the Tristan und Isolde CDs and iTunes could not retrienve the song names, so I abandoned the effort.
Jeff: I didn't sleep much last nite thinking if why ur not talking to me. I want to know if you're ok ??
CHL: Haha no i just had really sketchy internet connection last night and it kept disconnecting
Jeff: Wheewwwwww. I was worried :-(
CHL: Aww :-(
CHL: How are you doing, apart from that?
Jeff: I'm doing just fine. Miss u tho
CHL: Aww
Jeff: How have you been. How's school
CHL: School is ok. Things are very slow this semester. I have nothing to do even though I am taking so many classes.
Jeff: Hajjaa. All that free time will get u in trouble. ;-)
CHL: I think it already has, lol.
Jeff: Uh ohhhhh. LOL
CHL: His name is Zach
Jeff: I am jealous. He's a lucky guy
CHL: Oh please
I decided to go on in to Dhall instead of waiting outside. Put my things down in Grand and went back to get food. Sat down and ate a cheeseburger with fries with ranch dressing.
Holly and Katy got there and set their things down. I was reading Homosexuality: Opposing Viewpoints while I was eating. Kara got there and, upon talking about what I was reading, I told her about one of my experiences at...
Class ended and I packed up and left to go to Dhall to wait for Zach and Stephanie.
Began to play Solitaire while listening to Dr. Lukas. This helps me keep myself awake.
Dr. Lukas has been going on about arguments for the afterlife, including reincarnation and out-of-body experiences. The tone of the class so far has been decidedly mystical, which is makes me uncomfortable.
Began further discussion on arguments about materialist approaches to ontology.